Photo Challenge: Relax

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Sometimes days are just perfect for no reason other than you are 100% living them.

Warm soft sand, warm soft breeze, warm soft family, warm soft arms, warm soft words…


Bonus shot: Penny for Those Thoughts…

…rather belatedly via Photo Challenge: Relax

PS – the original high-resolution files for these images are lost, it serves as a reminder to relax, live today and create new memories, as well as reflecting on the past…

How to Start a Revolution, erm, maybe…

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Autism / Dirty, Naked

On Saturday I went to the AGM of the National Autistic Society. Our family are members and have done a number of things to support the charity over the past couple of years from being featured in their donor mailings to busting a gut doing the Tough Mudder…

It was thrilling to hear how their ‘Too Much Information’ campaign, to which my autistic daughter directly contributed, has broken records in both reach and response, touching millions of people: members of the public and members of parliament alike, and I believe it has seeded long-term change for the better.

The main thing that struck me at the AGM was that (even at a London venue) I thought attendance would be higher.  I am not underestimating the efforts involved for parents or autistic adults, in leaving the house for several hours, travelling to London, being in a large group… it was my first AGM so I’m not sure what I should have expected.

I definitely expected to see more young independent autistic adults.  Any, in fact.

I am conscious that some autistic adults are critical of the NAS and that its support of parents and families of autistic people is sometimes perceived as to the detriment of the autistic person themselves.

The society was originally formed by parents and they do continue to have a strong voice but I think it must also be acknowledged how far the NAS has come in recent years to ensure that the ‘actually autistic’ voice is heard loud and clear.

This is a small charity, what they achieve is far greater than the sum of the parts, and having met many of their staff and key supporters (autistic and not), I am awed by the passion, commitment and tenacity they all invariably demonstrate.  Chief executive Mark Lever acknowledged that they get it wrong sometimes but, for me, their openness to listen and learn is applaudable.

On the train home, it got me thinking about when I was in the sixth form at school.  We went on a visit to the Houses of Parliament and the MP who volunteered to speak to us and take questions was Ken Livingstone (don’t groan, bear with me).

Politics to one side, one particular thing that he said has always stayed with me.

He explained that his personal beliefs were not the same as those of the Labour Party; but of the large political parties who had any real significant chance of making a difference, it was the best fit for him, the closest to his beliefs.  Easier to try and influence change within the party to better suit his ideologies than stand alone.

He took the responsibility of being a member of the Labour Party and an elected representative very seriously.  He clearly understood the difference between his personal values and beliefs and his duty to deliver upon the mandate set by those who elected him, under the banner and promised policies of his party, the Labour Party. That did not mean, however, that he ever stopped trying to convince his colleagues within the party to move further towards his own personal philosophy and beliefs when they formed the policies of the future.

He understood the democratic process, within and outside the party.  He understood the importance of idealism and also the need for pragmatism, cooperation and even simple participation if anything significant is to be achieved at all.

There is nothing wrong with freedom of speech nor outright disagreement with the status quo, but to catalyse change, it’s not always what you say but how you say it, when and to whom.  The system may be broken, but it’s often easier to change it from within than simply reject it wholesale.  That is often the boring, bureaucratic way to start a revolution that sticks.

I don’t like where we’re at generally in the world.  The divisive politics either side of the Atlantic, unpleasant and even violent behaviours from vindicated winners and disenfranchised losers alike.  Democratic process seems to be losing its way.

Sometimes I feel that in our modern social media enabled world, there’s a growing expectation that you can start a revolution via your iPad from your sofa.  There’s also this sharp change in behaviour and etiquette online where it appears that the ‘normal rules'(?) of respectful debate and discourse tend not to always apply.  I count myself sometimes guilty in that.

We watch refugee kids dying on beaches and we join Facebook groups and tweet and hashtag and petition but our governments’ stances are not changing one bit.  It’s too easy to click a button, sometimes you have to engage more deeply, enter a discourse and hold onto it tenaciously for as long as it takes.

I’m well aware that blogging isn’t discourse.  It’s more akin to muttering under one’s breath at a bus stop.  Twitter is no more successful (yet) at securing societal change than Speakers’ Corner at Hyde Park.

I think it’s important for everyone who seeks to quickly and decisively further the awareness, acceptance, understanding (argh, those words) of autism and who wants to campaign for autistic rights to note that National Autistic Society works to an agenda set by its members and membership is open to all.

You then get your voice heard by, and as part of, the leading autism charity in the UK and one of the most forward-thinking and respected autism charities in the world.  You get support to form a local group, receive training, provide peer support to others.  You can campaign under a recognised and trusted brand (sorry, but there’s no denying it helps), change the conversation, educate, dispel the myths and break the stereotypes…

Most importantly, you can vote for your preferred local representative on the NAS National Forum, elected individuals from the membership who represent member views directly to the board and trustees (and staff).

So, you could start a revolution the traditional way from the ground up or you could join an organisation that already has a clear and respected line of communication with government, policymakers, major employers and cultural influencers.

I think I’m correct in saying that there are currently about 20,000 members. If a significant number of motivated autistic adults joined the National Autistic Society, the membership would easily be in the majority autistic, as then could be the National Forum. It could be “nothing about us without us”.

As I have said, there’s no other agenda, just the one set by the members.  It will be bureaucratic and there’s process involved but that’s because there’s also transparency and accountability.  I am one of those “autism parents” and until my daughter reaches majority I expect to have an influence on society’s promise to her, sorry, I do.

I would however be thrilled to be the wind beneath the wings of intelligent, articulate, autistic women who are the role models I seek for my daughter; I have no real agenda of my own other than that everyone’s voice is heard and recognised via a managed democratic process so we move forward together in consensus.

Working with a national organisation, it might take a longish while to feel that your views and priorities are reflected as you would hope them to be but (with no disrespect to anyone) it would probably happen a lot quicker than us tweeting and retweeting each other and agreeing amongst ourselves almost in a vacuum on Twitter whilst the Joe Public majority are sitting on Instagram looking at a Kardashian butt.

Just a thought… There are loads of ways to start a revolution, I’m not saying this is the best… back off to the bus stop to sprinkle cake crumbs and chat to the pigeons again.

Photo Credit: wonderferret Flickr via Compfight cc

Scorched: parenting and learning

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Words can inflame situations and words can burn and scar.

So often I hear parents ruining an amazing learning moment with thoughtless words, leaving the child scorched, smarting in pain and with nothing salvageable left from their experience.

Mum!  I made a boat that floated all the way across the puddle and… 

Junior, why are your cuffs so wet?  Bad boy. I’ve told you enough times…

End of day conversation overheard at daughter’s previous school

I try to support my daughter’s learning and self-development by looking at myself and others around me with mindful honesty.

Sometimes, you need to play with fire, to take risks and push your limits.  Sometimes you need to indulge your urges, other times resist them.

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Photo Challenge: Magic

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I took this photo just moments ago, holding our breath, wondering at the wobbly bubbly colours, trying not to giggle and make it pop.

We were trying to squeeze in as many different tricks and experiments as we could imagine, squeeze out as much fun and laughter as possible, before the itchy gloves became too overwhelming.  Sometimes the simplest thing – the purity of a laugh from someone momentarily untroubled – is magic.

I posted it to Instagram and then almost immediately got an email notification that this week’s WordPress photo challenge was: “Magic”.

This is the week that I planned to first take part.

I don’t think I have ever experienced such a lovely moment of serendipity.

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